Annoyingly too, weightloss is not happening. But I know exactly why. I'm not sleeping well, which leads to me not eating well. I'm also not logging properly or even exercising. So frustrating, because it all seems to take time, time which I feel I don't have to put into these things. But I have to have time to do all these things otherwise I'm shortchanging my own health. I keep telling myself I just need to get my feet onto the ground with what I'm doing at work and then I'll be fine. *Rolls eyes*. Yeah, because, like, that ever happens. /sarcasm
I'm continuing on with the house cleaning and organising and unpacking. I managed to clear another two boxes on Thursday afternoon, so I'm feeling pretty good about that. It's starting to really get to me that I have been living in my unit for over two years now and I still haven't unpacked everything. In every room there is mess and clutter and STUFF. So much stuff... I mentioned it before how I find it hard to get rid of things. I hold onto things for such a long time. In fact, in one of those boxes I unpacked, I found the portable CD/Tape/Radio player that I received for my 13th birthday. The one that hasn't working properly since I was fifteen and there was a power surge. This means it doesn't work through the power cord any more, but it will work if you use 8 D cell batteries. So I've held onto it all these years. Because it was still usable. It wasn't broken, just not in the best of working conditions.
I'm feeling upset even as I mention it, but I decided to throw it out.
By which I mean, I've put it in another area of my flat with the other electronics and appliances which no longer work as they should and I can take it to an e-waste disposer.
It makes me so uncomfortable to know that I am doing that. My first reaction when I saw it was 'Oh, I remember this, I remember how proud I was that I had a CD player, how cool it was to have one'. My second was 'I don't need to get rid of this. It still works on batteries. This can go in a storm survival kit!'
Anything so that I don't have to get rid of it, right? : (
It's so hard, but I'm working on it. I am telling myself that it just wouldn't be practical in a storm kit. It's huge. It's 50cm in length (20in), and bulky besides. It would take up most of the space. Plus on top of that, 8 D cell batteries is expensive. I've had it for over fifteen years, it's time to cut the apron strings.
So, another work in progress.